This year has been full of unexpected things.
What I mean is.. things that I didn't expect to be able to do as a person with scoliosis (and having had two surgeries already)... have materialised, much thanks to Allah.
You can read about them here.
I ran (more like brisk-walked and half-jogged!) and finished 6 marathons in the past 6 months :)
This week I went for a RPM / spinning class and I am super-excited about it. Never once in my life did I imagine that I'd one day have the ability to be a regular gym-goer.. and to be able to attend exercise classes, just as if I am fully normal. Praise God.
To my scoliosis friends our there who are going through hard times and feeling as if normality is so much out of reach.... please have faith. Have faith in yourself. Have faith in a Higher Being (whatever your religious believe might be, it doesn't matter.. have faith in a higher power..). Have faith, stay strong, and don't give up on the hope that one day normality will be within your grasp and in your life once again.
Trust me. I didn't even think I could walk again. Whatever negative feelings, depression, frustration, helplessness, anger, envy, hopelessness that you may feel... I've felt it too. And sometimes on bad days, the feelings still come knocking on my door.
And to my scoliosis friends who are living the very much sought-after normal life we often hope and pray for..
Let us say thanks and cherish these moments.. one day at a time :)
For who knows what tomorrow holds for us...?
Botol Ukir Inai
1 year ago